Tomorrow will be my LAST PAPER!!! Although i kinda screw ooad up and which i feel i am going to do the same thing again for dbms but i try lah~ After that will be very busy with work of a chain of weeks of working i guess.

This sunday will be ah lun flight to cambodia liao. Wish i can go with him but cant so can only wish him enjoy there and learn something over there. Life can be so inspiring yah?

Anw read about a news that a 19 girl die from a car crash, and her besty wrote everything on her blog just to transmit the msg hopefully to her. To us it maybe just another accident but the people around her received impact like the world ended a millions times. Maybe because of blog we are able to get into the life of their best friend, family of how they feel. There is one case on a ns guy die while training and his girlfriend written her thoughts on her blog and people who read it could acutally feel how she was feeling.

It was like the person who play and talk with you now and then sharing secrets and stuffs just suddenly disappear its like a sudden disconnection and so much stuffs haven been told to this person and those memories so precious. Though i does not have a similar case AND I DO NOT DO NOT WISH TO HAVE ONE OF THIS CASE! Somehow it will come to me naturally one day. I really cannot think what will happen to me, just my guinea pig alone already made me cry the night out and emoing. Of course this person have to be a special one that is why when he/she disappear will be a impact. I believe everyone is special in someone heart and it is just being kept unless that person is really so bad. Even mat selamat also have friends and family that pray and cry that he must be safe and sound.

Alright enough of this sad sad moments, back to my main topic~ I MISS BEACH LIFE SO MUCH! I miss the wave! I miss the winds! I miss the fine sand! I miss the smelly boat burning fuel smell~ hahas and I miss sunbathing! I miss the sea water, I miss the night where starts so bright and big just by staring at them you feel so peaceful and the wind blowing at your face when you are lying on the sand, the great seafoods we had and drinks at the jetty~